I wanted to add this saying because I have learned on my journey this important life lesson.. Spending all your time and energy to help others, then neglecting your own issues because your just so damn tired and completely alone. I always thought at the end of the day after being everyone's rock, shoulder, personal journal, advice giver, problem solver, assistance, babysitter and a door mat that I would always have them there for me.
But it doesn't work that way.. When I pick up the phone for help I get interrupted mid sentences from them so they can vent or complain so once again I can help them. If I say but wait this is important! They may listen a little.. Until I hear them start to multi task over the phone. Washing dishes well talking to someone else in the room as I talk louder and faster because I can see the inevitable moment coming ... Then I hear "hey Im so sorry I have to call you later.."
Im sorry but for me later never comes because it's so hard for me to open up emotionally in the first place so I sit alone until my phone rings for a call or text! Sure enough it's once again all about them...

But it doesn't work that way.. When I pick up the phone for help I get interrupted mid sentences from them so they can vent or complain so once again I can help them. If I say but wait this is important! They may listen a little.. Until I hear them start to multi task over the phone. Washing dishes well talking to someone else in the room as I talk louder and faster because I can see the inevitable moment coming ... Then I hear "hey Im so sorry I have to call you later.."
Im sorry but for me later never comes because it's so hard for me to open up emotionally in the first place so I sit alone until my phone rings for a call or text! Sure enough it's once again all about them...
Sky you are awesome im already in love with this blog . your writing is easy to follow ! I cant wAit to see more from you and to find out what happened to you ? ok I'll check back again tomo bye xoxo Karl TX
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